[Cherished]

What do you cherish in your life right now? Or maybe what you’ve always cherished since last time?? There are numerous things that I appreciate and am grateful to have. I cherish the good times, the people I love, my family, my best friends, my syg, the people whom I have lost who are in a better place right now and of course memories or moments that means so much to me that will always stay in my heart.

Sometimes you won’t realize how much you miss something or someone until they’ve gone missing or have been taken away from you. I believe that things happen for a reason, no matter if it pains you, if you get hurt, or if you might have hurt someone, they happen for a reason.

I still don’t get it; seriously…no matter how much I think about it, I don’t understand why certain things had to happen, or why I have to go through dem all. Yes yes, you’ll want to say something like – “you’ll be stronger, learn from the mistakes, or other people’s mistakes, dat’s just how life is, unpredictable and most of the time, we just can’t see our future till it happens…it’ll hurt like hell, but if it’s meant then you’ll see the bright side of things sooner or later”. It’s easier to be the one who’s giving the advises, we all know how that works, but when you’re the one on the receiving end, sometimes it just doesn’t make sense; easier said den done.

I keep telling myself I will and can be okay. I made the decision and no one can be blamed for what I go through or what I’ve gotten myself into. I will have to just own up to my own decisions and live with it. It’s either I forever regret things I’ve done or just take responsibility for my actions. What if things happen, and it’s not your own doing, maybe someone did something or decided something and it affects you, what can you do then? Will you just sit back and not do anything or at least try to change it, try to hold on, fight for it until you really see there’s no other way but out.

All I’m trying to say is, I am cherishing everything that has happened, everything that I went through, be it good or bad, cherish the people in my life, the moments that has made me smile, laugh so hard, cried or even angered me. Nothing can ever take these memories away from me. I may seem like I’m blabbering nonsense but I certainly believe that by being grateful for what we have, it’s the one key no one can touch and I’ll always have that with me.

I miss HIM (yes, the guy in the pic under [Loves]), like seriously la.. haiz.

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